It's been awhile since I've posted anything. Not really sure why but I think it might be because I've been feeling alright. I guess I've just been drifting through the days but I'm not nearly as unhappy and I'm not expecting anything of anyone. I used to feel that I had no direction, no skills, no place to go once school was finally out but I'm actually feeling pretty confident that I'm going to be okay for some reason. I realize now that all of the depression I felt before was completely, 100% situationally based. Now that I'm finally past that I can have some faith in myself. My road test for my G2 is less than 3 weeks away. Beyond excited for that. Also, the weather is really lifting my spirits. I decided to spend the rest of my savings on a sweet new bike so I can finally ride again. That was always when I felt the happiest. Cruising around town and rolling home from work with the wind in my hair and nothing but the world around me for the taking. Hopefully I can start hitting some jumps too. I love riding dirt because not only am I in the woods, but I can build jumps and use my imagination. It's pretty much the best feeling ever. My life is pretty uneventful otherwise, but I think that's going to change pretty soon. I'm literally biking and working all summer long, it's going to be so dirty. Late night cruises to Oakville and shopping trips to Toronto. Tons of camping and shows too. I should probably be thinking about school applications at this point in time but fuck it, I'll apply when I'm sure. I was so sure I wanted to be a journalist or write for a paper or magazine or something but a trade is really appealing to me now. I could see myself making rustic furniture in my own little shop, or welding or even making cabinets. I've still got time to decide, and although my school tells me differently, I'm not listening. I'm only 17, I've got plenty of time. Aside from the awesome summer I'm going to have, I think I'm going to start putting more money away after I buy my bike. That's the last major purchase I'm making for awhile because I spent the other half on my tattoo. Maybe not the best idea but you're only young once so why not get it when money isn't a big concern? My wardrobe is almost complete. I've got tons of clothes that I actually like now, so I don't think I'll be buying too many new clothes anytime soon. I'm going to wrap this up now because I don't know where I'm trying to go with this post anymore haha. Thanks to anyone who is reading these. Peace.