All my life I have felt like there wasn't anywhere I really fit. I've been called deep, over-analytical, intense, passionate, witty, sarcastic, reserved and overly sensitive. I'm starting to find peace in living my daily life with little expectations and not worrying or caring about too much of anything. Going with the flow has never been easy for me but it is something I am getting pretty comfortable with. I know I am going to die someday and I'm not afraid. There is something in my heart telling me that there is nothing to fear and I am listening closely and deeper than I ever have. It feels like my spirit is living outside of my body and that I'm learning to function without it for the first time. The clouds are cascading, endless and hopeful. They caress my face with a promise of divinity. I dreamt of this moment. The moment in my life where I could finally be free of the bonds of others and the shackles that have held me down for so long.