January/5/09

So today was our first day back to school from the Christmas break and let me tell you, it was really eventful. So eventful in fact I completely forget what happened because there was just too much going on. That was sarcasm at it's finest. I got there semi on time, around 8:20 which is huge for me considering I slept in until about 9:30 or later everyday before the break began. Funnily enough I think I actually got something out of that time off. I learned a thing or two about myself, worked quite a bit and just lounged around the house. Nothing special, but hey, I'm coming back to school with a little better mindset than I had before I left. I decided that I'm really going to push myself to do well next semester. I'm going to clean up my attendance and hopefully leave that place with some confidence under my belt. I would like to be proud of something that I accomplished for once. It's my last chance to prove to myself that I'm worthy of doing a good job. Walking through those halls today was painstakingly familiar. It feels like I hadn't even been away from them at all. I've got to say that walking home for lunch alone everyday is really starting to bum me out. Sometimes I wish I was somebody else so I could look at my day through different eyes. I wonder if they're as lonely as I am.